I was helpless when I see you laid those tears. But as many said, it could be crocodile tears for the matter. I choose not to believe either or but only what I assumed. Because I can't put my trust just yet. Its just too soon.

Truth to be told, I'm just not ready. Another lie, another triple the excitement when you can feel the jitters in your stomach and another "love is in the air". I'm trying to banish such thoughts. Time will tell. But perharps I'm just hardly fair when I say all that. Seriously speaking, whats the use of it all? When it all will just be one thing; LIE. Don't ask me why. By a curious chance, I know it very well. Maybe I presume to much. Either way its just too perplexing. I'm just not prepared to say it.

Each time those words are spoken, I am overjoyed to hear it. But at times, you gave me the feeling its all not worth to be happy about. For all I said above, I'm just persuaded by your candor. It was not easy for me to believe but I'm going to try. I will try to make full use of the time spent which I think its not going to be that easy. Nothing comes free in the crude world. But apart from all these means-nothing-words, I know sincerety lies deep within you and it will always be appreciated. Which is why I have a problem deciding. I'm surprised, I confess something I never expect I would. To which you surpressed, I am wholly in agreement with you that we shared the same thing, the same emotion and I am willing to accept the consequences. And if God can give many chances to human, why can't I be humble and do the same thing, no?

I will try. If I don't, I will lose out too many things. My feelings, my heart is filled with a name that I hereby respect, will trust and of course, the one I will be faithful to. I will not make any promises that its going to work but I will promise myself to make it work. If you just let me to, love.Now its true when they said, 'Never give up on someone you can't go on a day not thinking about them'. I won't till time will tell. And for everything that was spoken or said, I can explain the apparent contradiction. But all that matters now is how much I want you in my life and please add more colours to its dull background. :P

7 letters, 4 kisses you know what & where. XOXO