It's only Thursday and its not even end of the week, what more the end of the month (pay day!). But there's something to look forward to for the next two weeks, no! Not YOG mind you, it'll be the Holy Month of Ramadhan. As cliche as it may seems, I'm veryyyyy excited for it! The bazaar geylang will be packed with people and such. And I'm very much excited to shop for my Raya outfit this year! It's going to be a splendid Raya this time round and busy as grandma is in the HOUSE baybeh! I mean, she's living with me, Ma and bibik now!

Anyhoos, life is good, Praises to the one above. But at the same time, the stress is just piling up! I mean, it's very stressful to make the right decision for myself, for instance. I stayed up late all night to make a very good decision this time round and no nonsense nor procastination. Research, surveys, forums and open houses has helped me partly in making this decision. I admit, it was partly my fault for not leaving RP earlier as I wanted to give it a chance and people kept telling me, "Just continue! Even if you have to stay or repeat! Just get a diploma." Well, this people make it sound too easy cheesy but at this age, interest PLAYS a big role in my education. I did not regret making the decision to leave but I regret not leaving earlier and wasted my 2 years worth of youth and of course, money. Like Ma always put it whenever I asked for more allowance, "I don't print money you know!" Classic. But I'm thankful for a handful who supports my decision and is still encouraging me to work hard for my dreams. You know who you are ;)

Actually, my intention of blogging is to update on events that has been going on in my life for the past few months but instead, I penned down my thoughts and gave a lengthy/wordy explanation for my withdrawal from RP.

And to those who thought that my decision to leave is due to the fact that I'm getting married, please don't be narrow-minded. Like how I usually put it, "KOLOT". I may be in love, but I'm not that madly cow in love just yet and as much as I want to get married and have a family of my own, I have other priorities to be taken care of. Morover, I'm still young lah brother! ;)

One thing's for sure, I miss RP a hell lot. I miss the food, the breaks in between classes and meet up with friends at coffeeshop and of course the yummy chicken wings from TRCC! But apart from it all, the memories, the friends I've made with through out my 2 and half years in RP will not be forgotten. Never. Strangers become friends, and friends become sisters/brothers now thats what I love most about RP. The sweet fond memories, the fights and the squabbles has made us wiser and my rp friends are one of the best things that has ever happened to me! Thank you. I wish all of you(s) all the best for FYP and UT(s)!

With that, I end it with lotsa love from me to you(s). *flying kisses*

Love,

Albania (Queen of Hearts!)