My loyalty was drifted away to tumblr but that doesnt mean I've forgotten about you sweetheart. The reason why I've stopped blogging here, I can't bring myself to read all the previous entries. It hurts. But life goes on.

The truth may hurt alot but lies, they hurt even more.

Day 33.

The day I decided that I wont look back, I wont turn back and I vowed to forget about the past is the day you decided to meet me. The day that I decided to leave you and plead you to let me go, is the day you came back to my life and told me to be patient, again. You said you cant let me go. You said you didnt want to lose me. But have you done anything to prove those words you just said? Have you done anything to make those words come true? 33 days, I fought. Alone. I picked myself up with the help of my friends but where were you khairul? where were you when I cried buckets on my pillows. Where were you when I cried like a mad woman in my room just because I miss you so much? Sometimes I wished it didnt happened. But who am I to defeat the fate that He has put me through.

I dont blame you for everything. I blamed myself for making the wrong move in the first place. Now, I just want you to let me go. I dont want anything to do with you. I want my life back and Insya'Allah, its going to be fine without you.

I wish you well. Good luck!